the love there is..

i believe i am the most privilege individual ever lived because  for almost two(2) decades of my existence i enjoyed being alone and not being lonely. i found great camaraderie, i took a lot of  pleasure from the many things life offered me. too many that i forgot even more there is exciting and more edge defying elements i am yet to discover and take contentment with.. just when i opened my eyes one chilly morning, i was cognizant of me being alone forever and that i must start doing something as early as i can. that time i didn't know what i was looking for. until, a blue flower( i think it was a rose) was on my table one afternoon. since i am not a savvy person when it comes to flowers . i didn't know what to do. swear by, i let it lay on my table for a week or so( i am not quite sure). i stared at the flower one afternoon and then i realize i have to make amends with person who made the effort to make me smile. Thereafter, my whole life changed only because my attention was diverted to that one person. Now, he is part of my life already. When it started? How it started? I DON'T KNOW.. If it will END? i hope not.